A word too big to find a place
In you from me
In me from you
An effort too risky
Heart too broken to see
Saturday, January 30, 2016
Change
Thursday, January 14, 2016
Arrow
How is it possible that you can make me say goodbye a thousand times... and I still feel like you said it first?
An arrow straight to my heart.
Tuesday, December 29, 2015
Hang
Just as I was thinking about it
I was given a chance to ask out loud
But you didn't answer me today
Just like you ignored me before
And I am still left hanging
Wild flower
I used to follow the wind
The one that allows me to breathe
I strived so hard to win the game
I smiled even when I could hear the sound of my heart breaking
But I wanted to feel the air
Knowing that you were there
Time passed and I was gasping in the end
I couldn't see my light
I didn't know what was right
I didn't feel your presence
I kept on making assumptions
I was the wild flower on the meadow
Blown away under the shadow
I lost you
And that day, you lost me too
Wednesday, September 9, 2015
Iri
Aku hanya dengar sunyi
Pandangan tak jelas
Bingkasku malas
Aku hanya dengar sepi
Jiwa berantakan
Sayup tak kelihatan
Kenapa masih ku ulang lagi memori langkahku
Kenapa terkesan lagi setiap yg berlaku
Kenapa masih mahu kembali ke situ
Sedang tahu sakitnya tak tertanggung
Sedang faham rindunya tak berpenghujung
Monday, September 7, 2015
Winning
So today I have won
I wanted us both broken
I wanted us drenched in hate
I wanted you to stop calling
I wanted myself to stop hoping
I told myself time will heal my heart
I told myself I need you to be apart
I told myself this is for the best
I told myself you are just like the rest
.
.
.
But why do I feel like I have lost?
Putus
Putus asanya pada bintang maka dia mengadu pada rembulan
Rembulan tak ada di waktu siang tertunggu dia seharian
Jatuh hatinya pada angin yang menderu memaksa dia berlari
Cintanya pada ombak memaksa dia di sini
Tapi jiwanya tak kuat, hatinya lemah tersiat
Dia akhirnya berjalan ditemani sepi
Kaca pun dipandang seperti api
Takut pada bayangan sendiri
Bungkamkah dia pada kata-kata terakhir?
Bisakah dipejam mata kala rindu hadir?
Langkah bisu tapi membingit di telinga
Ternyata bicara dia di fikirnya saja
Ternyata angin tadi cuma gelodak di sukma
Ternyata bulan dan bintang...
takkan nampak di balik mentari membahang
Ternyata sedari semalam dia cuma seorang
Monday, June 1, 2015
Dead
You have no idea how much I love you
Instead, you keep having doubts about the truth
I'm letting you go because I'm tired of having to prove it to you
I don't know what else you want me to do
I have done everything that I can
I have done so much not to hurt you
But you don't know how to love me back
You keep leaving me drained, an emotional wreck
You just don't know how to appreciate
With time passed, the feelings I had is dead
Sunday, May 3, 2015
Me
The dust on the unused table
The grains from the last bread eaten
The quiet sound in the kitchen
The time you set on my clock
The cold unmade bed
The laughter missed, the warmth lost
.
This is me and my memory
Tuesday, April 21, 2015
Too much promises
I promise to keep my promise
To love you only when you love me
To miss you only when you miss me
And to be by your side until you leave me
I promise to keep my promise
To tell you when I am no longer yours
To let you know when all hope is lost
To inform you when my smile is forced
I promise to keep my promise
To stop holding these feelings tight
To avoid arguments when I think I am right
To let you go without a fight
I promise…
to keep my promise