goodbye

you didn't have to say goodbye
i could see it in your eyes
when you looked at me last night
i saw right through you
the pain i'm feeling, i know you feel it too

you didn't have to say goodbye
i could feel it in your hugs
the last one you gave before we parted our ways
the warmth lasted overnight
when it was gone, i woke up in tears

you didn't have to say goodbye
i could sense it in your kisses
each and every lingering ones you planted on my face
sending shivers to my spine
knowing you're no longer mine

you didn't have to say goodbye
your words already told me
how soon i would be lonely
dreaming of you lying next to me
telling me it was all just a fantasy

you didn't have to say goodbye
those glasses were almost empty
time to leave and stop calling me baby
you pushed your chair and stood up
held my hands for one last time
and told me to be strong

because

this was not where you say goodbye
you didn't want to see me cry
i kissed your hand and you let me go
one last smile and you were gone
no, it was still not a goodbye

100 hours and counting
i don't know how i'd live without you
but i now know how much you love me too

for Eein, Awyn and Maha who are as crazy as I am. *hugs*