Today is not Yesterday

I've known you for awhile
You broke my heart too many times
You loved me and then said goodbye
You gave in but suddenly I'm denied
You listened to everything I said
And ensured that I feel safe
But like the uncertain struck of lighting
The next day you left me hanging
You would kissed me goodnight
And forgot that we had a bad fight
Then the morning after
Our relationship became a disaster
You could've given me the world yesterday
And became a stranger to me today

I have stopped hoping
I have stopped waiting
Thank you dear, for everything

I'm ready..
To wake up tomorrow
And expect that you're not there anymore
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At Least

Note: Puisi yg bukan puisi dedicated to the one who has surrendered her love life to fate.. Babe, ur my inspiration! Hee hee~

Saya seorang di rumah
Menunggu panggilan telefon
Tak berdering juga
Saya pandang kiri
Saya pandang kanan
Empty...
Saya pujuk hati
At least he texted me bertanya khabar
Cukuplah...

Saya jalan-jalan ke the Curve
Mengharap dia di sisi
Tak ada pun
Saya pandang kiri
Saya pandang kanan
Empty...
Saya pujuk hati
At least he replied my texts
Tak panjang... Tapi reply juga

Saya masakkan segala macam
Simpan elok-elok dalam bekas
Berfikir nak bagi ke tak?
Saya pandang kiri
Saya pandang kanan
Bolehlah...
Saya pujuk hati
At least dia makan
Puji sikit-sikit... Tapi licin juga

Saya siapkan diri bila dicari
Mengharap di ajak ke sana sini
Saya temankan bila dia sunyi
Tapi bila saya yang sunyi
Dia diamkan diri tak dapat ditemui
Saya pujuk hati.
At least dia ada
Somewhere.. But he's there

Mungkin saya tak punya dia
Tapi hati saya tetap miliknya
(Buat masa ni lah...)
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Kolaborasi Hati - the nicest one so far. :-)

Dianne wrote:

Bila saya jeritkan pada hutan
Daun pun berguguran
Bersama hati semua jatuh berselerakan
Rindu.
Sungguh.

Kamu tak tahu betapa banyak masa saya habiskan
Pun tak mengganggu kerja tapi dalam fikiran
Mencatur mencongak apa yang kamu mahukan
Bila diam membisu saya keresahan

Eein wrote:

Bila saya jeritkan pada pantai
Ombak tenang pun menjadi badai
Jiwa saya ribut tak pernah selesai
Risau.
Sungguh.

Kamu hadir di kala lewat
Pergi pula terlalu cepat
Puas menunggu namun aneh, saya tak pernah penat
Bila jauh, kamu tetap saya ingat

Nonie wrote:

Bila saya jeritkan pada angin
Gerimis hadir sebarkan sayu seisi bumi
Seperti hati saya, namun tangisnya dalam diam
Pedih.
Sungguh.

Kita pernah singgah pada babak yang sama
Kita sedang bertapak pada jejak yang serupa
Kita masih di situ berkongsi rahsia alam
Cerita saya dan cerita kamu berbeza
Saya jadi pasrah pada pengakhirannya
Bila tiada kamu di penghujungnya

Zieda wrote:

Bila saya jeritkan pada hujan
Kilat pun berdentum
Jantung saya berdegup kencang
Takut.
Sungguh.

Kamu sungguh dah berbeza
Kamu sibuk tak endahkan saya
Saya takut kamu berlalu
Walau sibuk mana saya mesti ingat kamu


Balqis wrote :

Bila saya jeritkan pada gunung
Batu-batu yang kukuh mula runtuh
Saya tertanya sendirian
Bingung.
Sungguh.

Kenapa kamu tidak pernah peduli
Kenapa kamu tidak pernah mengerti
Atau kamu berpura-pura?
Walau hati amat mencintai...

Bila saya jeritkan pada bulan
Gerhana datang gelapkan alam
Saya di sini kesepian
Sunyi.
Sungguh.

Kenapa kamu tak kunjung datang
Kenapa kamu bergegas pulang
Atau kamu tak mahu berjanji?
Kerana risau hati saya dilukai…

Wajie wrote :

Bila saya jeritkan pada langit
mendung berarak seolah mengerti rahsia hati
Keliru.
Sungguh.

Jangan persoalkan kenapa terjadi
Jangan harapkan sesuatu yang tak pasti
Terluka atau melukai
Itu pilihan kita sendiri

Bila saya bersujud berserah pada Tuhan
Tenang melingkar jiwa yang hampir mati
Damai.
Sungguh.

Wahai hutan,pantai,angin,hujan,gunung,bulan dan langit
Dengarlah rahsia hati kami
Bawakan keindahan bukan kesedihan
Kerana kami selayaknya disayangi

:)

if i ask you to leave me

if i ask you to leave me
how long will it take for you to forget me?

would you consider those months we spent,
or hours we held hands?
would you send me an I LOVE YOU note through the fax,
or you’d just ask for all your things back?
would you try harder to keep me with you
or ensure that i’m gone before i can say how much i miss you

would you just simply delete me from facebook,
or take out my number from your phonebook?
would you cry all night thinking what was wrong,
or laugh because you think the relationship was already too long?
would you go seeking for the ex’s shoulder,
or fill my bedroom with bouquets of roses in lavender

would you call once in awhile to make sure i wont go wild,
or would you forget who i was, the one you used to call YOURS?
would you come and visit when i’m ill,
or pretend you’re too broke to buy me a meal?
would you annoy me by telling people i’m still in love with you,
or admit that you still love me too?

would you still wish me on my birthday,
or go missing for a week on a romantic getaway?
would you still love me dear,
would you still love me for who i am today?

if i ask you to leave me

if i ask you to leave me
how long will it take for you to forget me?

would you consider those months we spent,
or hours we held hands?
would you send me an I LOVE YOU text,
or you’d just ask for all your things back?
would you try harder to keep me with you
or ensure that i’m gone before i can say how much i missed you

would you just simply delete me from facebook,
or take out my number from your phonebook?
would you cry all night thinking what was wrong,
or laugh because you think the relationship was already too long?
would you go seeking for the ex’s shoulder,
or fill my bedroom with bouquets of roses in lavender

would you call once in awhile to make sure i wont go wild,
or would you forget who i was, the one you used to call YOURS?
would you come and visit when i’m ill,
or pretend you’re too broke to buy me a meal?
would you annoy me by telling people i’m still in love with you,
or admit that you still love me too?

would you still wish me on my birthday,
or go missing for a week on a romantic getaway?
would you still love me dear,
would you still love me for who i am today?

Kalaulah Mungkin

Kalaulah mentari itu tiada
Akan mungkinkah hariku cuma dipelita bulan?
Kalaulah Romeo itu cinta
Akan mungkinkah Juliet mempermainkan jiwanya?
Kalaulah benteng hatiku ini pasir
Akan mungkinkah tenggelam dirimu ke dalamnya?
Kalaulah lautan itu dalamnya sejengkal
Akan mungkinkah aku tetap mati kelemasan?
Kalaulah langit itu tingginya boleh dicapai
Akan mungkinkah kita berdua berterbangan?

Kalaulah kamu untuk aku
Betul atau tidak aku juga untuk kamu?

Luck & Lucky

Luck is those moments when I see you each morning
Luck is the promises you put in this ring
Luck is the smile you give when you’re happy
Luck is when you told me I look lovely
Luck is those lingering kisses on my cheek
Luck is those tears you shed when I’m in need
Luck is when I’m home and you’re there to hold me
Luck is the patience you have when I act silly

If Luck is You, then I am Lucky
:)

;-p

Aku penat cemburu
Walau ku tahu tak perlu
Penat merakam waktu
Memikirkan apa yang tak ku tahu

Cerita Si Pengutip Hati

Biarkan aku mengusung pergi
Sebakul hati yang aku kutip sedari tadi
Yang kau campak bertaburan di sana sini
Yang kau hancurkan berterbangan berlari

Secebis hati ini
Adalah sisa kelmarin waktu kau memelukku erat
Dan katakan jiwa kita terlalu dekat
Nadi kita bersatu dan urat berselirat

Secebis ini pula
Adalah sisa kelmarin waktu kau memandangku tepat
Dan katakan jiwa kita terlalu sarat
Dengan segunung cinta hebat

Secebis yang itu
Adalah sisa cerita kau dan aku
Di tasik biru, di langit kelabu
Di hujung hutan batu
Di sebalik maya, merah dan jingga bersatu

Sungguh aku mahu hadiahkan senyum
Tapi tak daya
Kesudahan yang ku temu cuma lara
Penting untuk aku pecahkan mimpi-mimpi lama
Biar kacanya terusan mengguris rasa

IF

If this is the wind that goes through your door
I want to be the fallen leaves
If this is the rain outside your window pane
I want to come from the cloud
If this is the warmth you feel on a cold night
Let me be your blanket
If this is the empty road heading to the vast desert
Take my hand for I’ll be with you in every step
If this is the dark cave with nothing but echo
I promise to light it up like there’s no tomorrow
If this is the hugs you need when you’re sad
You can have mine, each and every bit
If this is the kisses you long when you sleep alone
I’m here to shower you with lots of it

I love you

Try breaking my heart
Or try leaving me torn apart
Just so you know
I will never let you go

p/s: mcm garang je ending die. haha

Eein wrote :

If this is the time you always value
I want to be every minute of your everyday
If this is the writing you always carve...
I want to be in every line of your every word
If this is the mirror you always look at
I want to be the reflected image
If this is the song you always hum
I want to be your sweetest nightingale
If this is the woods you sometimes walk in
I want to be the breeze through the trees
If this is the distance I have to bear
I will miss you like nobody else…

Nonie wrote:
If this is the smile u carved on your face
I want to be the reason for it
If this is the tears you cried out
I want to be the one who wipe it
If this is the laugh you burst out...
I want to be the person you share the laugh with
If this is the pain you suffer from
Let me be the medicine to heal it
If this is the secret you safely hide
Let me be the memory to absorb it
If this is the tie that keeps us close
Let it remains even it means to keep a distance from you