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jadi apa? hancur.
debu pun tak sehalus itu
hingga tak terasa lagi
sampai tak peduli lagi

mahu apa sayang?
gurau. senda. tawa.
ku beri segala
cukupkah? tidak juga

ku jeritkan nama dia
tak ada yang dengar

kau pandang apa sayang?
pandang dekat
dekat
dekat
tak ada apa? iya.
pasti kerana dia bukan aku
dia beri apa yang aku tak mampu
hatimu sudah sekeras batu

diamlah!!
tak usah membuka buku baru
biarkan memori di situ
lalang dan rumput yang hijau
bunga yang kembang mewangi
tak payah kau siram lagi

*dedicated to ppl with a piece of broken heart.

reflections

owe him a million, you will
drag him to sorrow, you might
if you keep on doing this

what was the reason, u asked
as if love itself is a name to something dry
cracked and thirsty enough to die

through time i thought you'd understand
in between laughter i stared
figuring out what to do
depressed of these impossible two

what was mine is still mine
and what was yours never been taken
so why are you restless like you're hot
trying to be what you're not

after a while
i stopped being astounded

i hope for nothing
i wished it was a lie
but it is not
still, i will never cry

say what you want to say

dont take too much time
i'd lost my trust in you
say what you want say
as long as its true
make it one reason or two
so i'll wait for you

dia pulang

dia pulang semalam
rinduku hilang
tapi aku tak berharap

dia pulang semalam
senyumku lebar
tapi aku tak menagih

dia pulang semalam
tawaku jelas
tapi aku tak beria