Surprise

Anger that lingers
That disappointment
Baseless accusation
Painful realizations

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Terasa aneh
Bila kau di sana mencari perhatian
Bila kau pula minta diperhatikan

Terasa lucu
Bila kau mahu penjelasan
Atas apa yang kau mulakan

Terasa pelik
Bila kau tanyakan jawapan
Pada persoalan yang pernah aku utarakan

Kau tak punya masa
Tiada ruang untuk berbicara
Tiada ruang untuk bersua

Bukankah dari awal sudah dijanji?
Menyayangi hanya bila disayangi kembali
Memaklumi saat hatiku bukan milikmu lagi
Tidak bertengkar bila aku di pihak yang benar
Dan membiarkan kau pergi tanpa mencabar

Maaf
Aku tak punya hati
Langsung tak mempeduli
Aku memang kejam begini
Kerana jiwa yang parah terluka
Tak bisa serahkan peluang kedua
Tidakkah diamku ini membunuh rasa?

The Door

Shall I knock on this door?
To see what I have left
Finding the space I still deserve
Looking for moments hanging on the wall
Not sure if I really need a closure
Maybe I will never put it to rest
Maybe this is my learning curve
A reminder to never give my all

Dianne
30 May 2016

Grand Bazaar

This building stood against time
Cracked at all phases
Blended til tasteless
Drenched in sweat and tears
Beyond curiousity and being furious

This building stood against time
Each path lined with history
Every corner bears a memory
The wall bounced with an anthology
The floor drowned in beautiful poetry

This building stood against time
No threat can burn the roof
No pity can make it move
This fortress is mine and mine only
Alas, you are not worthy to challenge me

Dianne
Istanbul 26 May 2016

Antara

Cuba menghambat keruh
Langit matikan guruh
Deru bersilih ganti
Merungkai mimpi malam tadi

Beda dingin jendela
Antara Istiklal dan Galata
Dipisah tiga puluh anak tangga
Apa hatinya masih ada?

Dianne
Galata Apt. 24 May 2016

Realization

I am watching you watching him
Being in your own bubble
I am looking at you looking at him
Dreaming the impossible

Senja

Melayang satu detik
Bersilih senyum, amarah
Pada awan rasa terusik
Makin menjauh, lenakah?
Merindu bingit ombak
Tangan kita menyentuh deru yang serupa
Mengharap pada senja
Kaki kita memijak pasir yang sama

D
SZB - JHB
30 March 2016

Bintang

Tiada seri, tiada cahaya
Tiada berita, tiada tertanya
Karena rasaku sudah mati
Hilang peduli
Bisa tertusuk duri
Masih lapang pergi

Misplaced

I missed you
Where do I put this feelings?

Coal

This heart isn't cold enough
To take the heat off the chart
You are the coal
I am no miner
I left it undone, in pieces
scattered without anything spoken
Fire still burning every spot,
where you stomped your mark
Digging and taking away
Melting until it is over